all sullen n quiet.
n i juz feel like cryin out loud coz my efforts dun seem ta hav any effect.
my econs is juz as terrible.
my lep hopeless.
lit stagnant.
aomath. neither here nor there.
the quirky moments seem lesser sumtimes. but come full blown on other days.
im waiting for a quirky day.
mayb sakae-ing with vonny wld help alot. haha.
:)
i juz wanna get thru all this.
smile laugh n giggle along the way.
please?
o wells.
i feel like u've always been foreva a part of me.
rahhhh
9:34 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
the older i get the more selfish i am.
sorry.
its always all about me isnt it.
o wells. rahhhh
argh!
m i dying.
serious.
my mum thinks i hav diabetes.
i think i hva sum brain prob.
with all the migraines and stuff.
grumbles.
lets pray its no big deal n everything is juz a matter of ageing.
going to the docs tmrw.
hai. rahhhh
sorry.
its always all about me isnt it.
o wells.
rahhhh
11:26 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
yue lao yue duo bing tong i say.
kinda hate it when everytime i manage ta get my ass down ta study or do my homework. i end up with a splitting headache and hour or less lata. and den my hand starts ta feel numb.argh!
m i dying.
serious.
my mum thinks i hav diabetes.
i think i hva sum brain prob.
with all the migraines and stuff.
grumbles.
lets pray its no big deal n everything is juz a matter of ageing.
going to the docs tmrw.
hai.
rahhhh
10:41 PM
sudden craving for cheesy pasta.
yums.
not the creamy sort.
the pizza cheesy sort.
hardened long elastic like strands of cheese.
yums yums yums.
haz.
missing stuff i shld get over n done with.
darn.
is this gonna b foreva.
n darn im so bored this is my second post in a day.
cant seem ta get my ass down ta study.
darn.
n i need sakae sushi.
the buffet menu that is.
coz if i eat ala carte.
lets juz say i havta stay n wash dishes after my meal.
ice cream ice cream ice cream.
gosh i sound hungry.
rahness.
boredom kills me. rahhhh
Charged up kinetically
Acting erratically
Need you fanatically
You get to me magically
Sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
th song gets me hgh.
HOHO.
anyways. i love ppl who cheer me up with all their nonsence. thanks loads.
and to that irritating ass.
nu ren zhui zhong yao de shi ming fen.
zhen shi de.
faster giv her a name la.
like mrs sth.
hahahahahha.
o wells.
tiring week.
hotel rwanda was good.
i guess wad rajesh (we seem ta b v good frens with all our teachers, haz, we dun even bother to add a mr) bac to the point, i guess wad he said bout love was pretty true. u notice the lil things of the person u love. u start noticing parts of him. like his pretty fingers. haz.
mayb the romance in love fades when all is over. but love for a fren stays. forever.
Inside, she is loving him still, After all this time
And behind his tired eyes,
She sees the boy with his arms wide,
Who made her feel like an angel,
Oh that’s why
She is loving him still,
For the rest of her life,
She is loving him still,
For the last so many miles,
She is loving him still,
After all this time
i dun like ta use my brain that much. all i want is to view things as the simple way it shld b. complications only tire you. i dun care if im not far-sighted enuff. as long as i know wads good ard me for the moment.
i love the lil things that amuse me. and living for those lil funny moments cheers me up ALOT. haz. okok. i admit im easily amused. :P aint i lucky. HOHO. at least i dun havta sulk my way thru life. though i do whine complain n grumble alot. argh! im contradicting myself. rahness. o wells. life mahz. u wan it complicated u get it complicated n start acting all so pathetic. u wan it simple n delightful. u enjoy blissful moments along the way. :)
hahaha. n i heart quirky ppl. lalala
*please sing to the tune of 'im a lil teapot'
im a pimple fairy
short n stout
heres my wand-dy heres my pout
when u wan a pimple
call me out
ppf ppf ppf ( i ran out of words, haz anyways. ppf stands for pretty pimple fairy hahaha.)
u will get pimply now!
im ppf n rachie's pff.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
okok. i amuse myself too much.
rahhhh
yums.
not the creamy sort.
the pizza cheesy sort.
hardened long elastic like strands of cheese.
yums yums yums.
haz.
missing stuff i shld get over n done with.
darn.
is this gonna b foreva.
n darn im so bored this is my second post in a day.
cant seem ta get my ass down ta study.
darn.
n i need sakae sushi.
the buffet menu that is.
coz if i eat ala carte.
lets juz say i havta stay n wash dishes after my meal.
ice cream ice cream ice cream.
gosh i sound hungry.
rahness.
boredom kills me.
rahhhh
1:34 AM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
pimply
And I`m in so electricallyCharged up kinetically
Acting erratically
Need you fanatically
You get to me magically
Sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
th song gets me hgh.
HOHO.
anyways. i love ppl who cheer me up with all their nonsence. thanks loads.
and to that irritating ass.
nu ren zhui zhong yao de shi ming fen.
zhen shi de.
faster giv her a name la.
like mrs sth.
hahahahahha.
o wells.
tiring week.
hotel rwanda was good.
i guess wad rajesh (we seem ta b v good frens with all our teachers, haz, we dun even bother to add a mr) bac to the point, i guess wad he said bout love was pretty true. u notice the lil things of the person u love. u start noticing parts of him. like his pretty fingers. haz.
mayb the romance in love fades when all is over. but love for a fren stays. forever.
Inside, she is loving him still, After all this time
And behind his tired eyes,
She sees the boy with his arms wide,
Who made her feel like an angel,
Oh that’s why
She is loving him still,
For the rest of her life,
She is loving him still,
For the last so many miles,
She is loving him still,
After all this time
i dun like ta use my brain that much. all i want is to view things as the simple way it shld b. complications only tire you. i dun care if im not far-sighted enuff. as long as i know wads good ard me for the moment.
i love the lil things that amuse me. and living for those lil funny moments cheers me up ALOT. haz. okok. i admit im easily amused. :P aint i lucky. HOHO. at least i dun havta sulk my way thru life. though i do whine complain n grumble alot. argh! im contradicting myself. rahness. o wells. life mahz. u wan it complicated u get it complicated n start acting all so pathetic. u wan it simple n delightful. u enjoy blissful moments along the way. :)
hahaha. n i heart quirky ppl. lalala
*please sing to the tune of 'im a lil teapot'
im a pimple fairy
short n stout
heres my wand-dy heres my pout
when u wan a pimple
call me out
ppf ppf ppf ( i ran out of words, haz anyways. ppf stands for pretty pimple fairy hahaha.)
u will get pimply now!
im ppf n rachie's pff.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
okok. i amuse myself too much.
rahhhh
7:06 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
i think its betta ta giv up.
rahhhh
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
:)
looking forward to my cycling trip.
yayness. rahhhh
握不住的他，放下也罢
dawns upon me dawns upon me dawns upon me
n dun ask y i havta type it 3 times. haz.
HOHO. enuff for the grumpy grumpy mood juz now.
sentences pop out of my mind now n then.
n the sentence for yesterday was............................
all i do is sit ard n wait for u.
hahahahaha.
amazing aint it.
it juz pops out off my mind like SUDDENLY.
n ya. its no intellectual cheemology sentence. but hey. at least its a sentence dat has sense.
heh-heh.
o wells.
studying tmrw with miss leelee ( or lily in qi's case-haz, jk) again.
ta cy: o man. i think my previous previous post really meant that leelee is a gorgeous intellectual! haz. okok. considering she looks like me.......................... hahahahahahaha. oops do i sound like sumone. hahahahhahahahaha. jkjkjk.
ta rach: u hate me i hate u we r all so effing hateful. * sing to the barney song please. hahaha. sorry for the sudden vulgarity its juz coz im dl-ing this song that has the f word in it. i swear im not swearing on purpose. eh? din i juz say i swear. gosh. im confusing myself. haz.
ta miaoey: i wish nini was bac. hai. i really do wish so so so darn hard sumtimes. o wells. hugs hugs.
ta ser: r u bathing more stinky ducky. hahahahaha.
song ringing in my ears today..........
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
i somehow find
You and I collide
hav fun dudes its the freaking holidays!!!!!!!!! hollers. 3 more days left ta 'enjoy'. to da ppl havin block tests after the hols. good luck dearies.
:) rahhhh
like how they think im act cute n nonsensical ALL THE TIME.
yaya. i agree im kinda mad n nonsensical. but still there are times when i make SENSE. n irritating asses juz snort it off like im spouting senseless jokes.
smack u ah.
i cnat stand it when ppl hav like no opinions bout sumtimes. trivial stuff ok la. neva mind. but certain issues are so darn perspective n u tell me u dun hav an opinion. the worse part is the difficulty in voicing out opinions sumtimes. i hate study enviroments liek this. u cnat voice ANYTHING out without facing the fear of being judged n all. frenly debates r ok with me. but juz dun use that judgmental im always right tone with me. u aint no professor at the topic n i hav the right to me own opinions. so either discuss it with me in a civil manner n quit scornin me. OR. please go to da corner n isolate urself.
n be a man bout certain things ya. i cnat stand guys who r overly feminine without a no-good reason. im sorry im being so stereptypical. but ya. thats wad i think la. >_<
rahness.
argh! grumbling ends.
haz.
cnat stand it when i go out lookin fugly n then realise it only when im reaching the place im suposed ta be. makes me wanna dash home n change. but ya no. i cnat. rahhhh
if u r gorgeous.
hav great intellect.
puts up with whinings, grumblings n rantings very well.
loves lil miss jump-ard-n-be-mad here.
please please please.
STUDY WITH ME.
i cnat seem ta concentrate at home.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
firstly i will wake up damn late.
then i will stone infront of the tv.
n then i will go online.
rahness.
u see.
i juz cant seem ta sit down n study!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so please.
if ya wanna study outside.
call me along ok.
pweety pweety pwease...................................................................
rahnessss...........................................
o wells.
shoppin trip was good!
haz.
i got my nice fitting jeans. and a top.
but i need more tops. my wardrobe is boring me.
donations to da fund please.
*gleams.
o ya. i got a pair of slippers too. haha. coz my feet was killing me. i was wearing nice nice heels u see. n im a bit flat footed.
grumbles. grumbles. grumbles.
i still wanna wear nice nice heels though.
haz.
with my height i think i shld juz grit my teeth n live in em.
O YAYYA!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got shades too. vonny gt the nice aviator pair. n i got nice norm looking ones. for a start i guess. heh heh.
muz act cool ya know. >____<
makes me feel super-starish.
i shld strut ard in em.
but sumhow i feel i dun hav the guts ta strut out of the hse with it.
whines.
I WILL TRY OKY.
haz.
so remind me ta bring along my shades the next time we're going out.
:)
n i need another pair of jeans.
yayness.
shopping anyone?
*gleams AGAIN. rahhhh
i need funds.
anyone?
retail therapy works u know.
i need more silly grins.
ppl shld 'fill' up their clothes.
pretty things shld b cheap.
shopping centres more then 3 storeys high shld hav moving stairs.
wheres my bunch of moolah.
econs shld b easy.
i shld b sassy.
love shld b simple.
frens shld stay for foreva.
hearts r cliched.
i fall for cliched stuff now n then.
danny shld juz come home.
monster shld hav kids.
i shld b a grandmama.
roar.
cnat juz stop slacking.
kill me please.
whines.
so dun go ard pissing me off.
thank u.
shopping delights me.
aint that so typical.
men, not only women are victims in today's world.
aint it so.
it shld b so.
sings out loud.
feels mad.
types nonsence.
realises nonsence can b fun.
mayb thats how hardy started writing.
oops.
did i juz insult sumone.
i think i need a haircut.
cliches cliches cliches.
so sweet once in a while though.
heels.
i shld attempt at live in em.
jackets r cosy.
lovely lovely juz bathed scents r delightful.
i like jnj shampoo.
sweet sweet scents.
chocs wld b lovely.
the kind with fresh strawberries.
i shld stop craving.
the world shld stop spinning.
its giving me a headache.
its all about me isnt it.
i think i need reflective pauses sprinkled here n there to sound intellectual.
but then again.
whos gonna belive me-
i paused.
i need nice scents ta keep my mind away from the stinky world im in.
lean closer if u smell good.
thank u.
flowers dun last.
diamonds r a girl's best fren.
jumps out behind a pillar.
the hills r alive with the sound of music.
handphones r owned by humans for a reason.
complaning sounds so singaporean.
i swear im korean.
my crown is before me.
u believe me dun you.
im not mad i swear.
where does the madness cum when theres no stress.
where does the stress cum with no motivation.
where does the motivation come with no inspire-rators.
yes i make my own words.
cant i.
i swear hardy did that too.
isnt it amazing how looks seem ta b everything sumtimes.
yet. it takes so lil ta turn a person off.
turned off.
switched on-
sounds weird.
did u notice the pause.
amazement.
claps.
kisses.
hugs.
no. only i can kiss u. so dun touch my face.
nanny nanny poo poo.
u r the tallest juz like im the prettiest.
flatness.
laughs. rahhhh
rahhhh
rahhhh
12:22 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
tralala
Would you hold my handIf I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
:)
looking forward to my cycling trip.
yayness.
rahhhh
1:25 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
collide
握不住的沙，放下也罢握不住的他，放下也罢
dawns upon me dawns upon me dawns upon me
n dun ask y i havta type it 3 times. haz.
HOHO. enuff for the grumpy grumpy mood juz now.
sentences pop out of my mind now n then.
n the sentence for yesterday was............................
all i do is sit ard n wait for u.
hahahahaha.
amazing aint it.
it juz pops out off my mind like SUDDENLY.
n ya. its no intellectual cheemology sentence. but hey. at least its a sentence dat has sense.
heh-heh.
o wells.
studying tmrw with miss leelee ( or lily in qi's case-haz, jk) again.
ta cy: o man. i think my previous previous post really meant that leelee is a gorgeous intellectual! haz. okok. considering she looks like me.......................... hahahahahahaha. oops do i sound like sumone. hahahahhahahahaha. jkjkjk.
ta rach: u hate me i hate u we r all so effing hateful. * sing to the barney song please. hahaha. sorry for the sudden vulgarity its juz coz im dl-ing this song that has the f word in it. i swear im not swearing on purpose. eh? din i juz say i swear. gosh. im confusing myself. haz.
ta miaoey: i wish nini was bac. hai. i really do wish so so so darn hard sumtimes. o wells. hugs hugs.
ta ser: r u bathing more stinky ducky. hahahahaha.
song ringing in my ears today..........
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
i somehow find
You and I collide
hav fun dudes its the freaking holidays!!!!!!!!! hollers. 3 more days left ta 'enjoy'. to da ppl havin block tests after the hols. good luck dearies.
:)
rahhhh
11:15 PM
...
i hate it when ppl judge me juz by my face.like how they think im act cute n nonsensical ALL THE TIME.
yaya. i agree im kinda mad n nonsensical. but still there are times when i make SENSE. n irritating asses juz snort it off like im spouting senseless jokes.
smack u ah.
i cnat stand it when ppl hav like no opinions bout sumtimes. trivial stuff ok la. neva mind. but certain issues are so darn perspective n u tell me u dun hav an opinion. the worse part is the difficulty in voicing out opinions sumtimes. i hate study enviroments liek this. u cnat voice ANYTHING out without facing the fear of being judged n all. frenly debates r ok with me. but juz dun use that judgmental im always right tone with me. u aint no professor at the topic n i hav the right to me own opinions. so either discuss it with me in a civil manner n quit scornin me. OR. please go to da corner n isolate urself.
n be a man bout certain things ya. i cnat stand guys who r overly feminine without a no-good reason. im sorry im being so stereptypical. but ya. thats wad i think la. >_<
rahness.
argh! grumbling ends.
haz.
cnat stand it when i go out lookin fugly n then realise it only when im reaching the place im suposed ta be. makes me wanna dash home n change. but ya no. i cnat.
rahhhh
7:43 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
fee fi fo fum
hello ppl.if u r gorgeous.
hav great intellect.
puts up with whinings, grumblings n rantings very well.
loves lil miss jump-ard-n-be-mad here.
please please please.
STUDY WITH ME.
i cnat seem ta concentrate at home.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
firstly i will wake up damn late.
then i will stone infront of the tv.
n then i will go online.
rahness.
u see.
i juz cant seem ta sit down n study!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so please.
if ya wanna study outside.
call me along ok.
pweety pweety pwease...................................................................
rahnessss...........................................
o wells.
shoppin trip was good!
haz.
i got my nice fitting jeans. and a top.
but i need more tops. my wardrobe is boring me.
donations to da fund please.
*gleams.
o ya. i got a pair of slippers too. haha. coz my feet was killing me. i was wearing nice nice heels u see. n im a bit flat footed.
grumbles. grumbles. grumbles.
i still wanna wear nice nice heels though.
haz.
with my height i think i shld juz grit my teeth n live in em.
O YAYYA!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got shades too. vonny gt the nice aviator pair. n i got nice norm looking ones. for a start i guess. heh heh.
muz act cool ya know. >____<
makes me feel super-starish.
i shld strut ard in em.
but sumhow i feel i dun hav the guts ta strut out of the hse with it.
whines.
I WILL TRY OKY.
haz.
so remind me ta bring along my shades the next time we're going out.
:)
n i need another pair of jeans.
yayness.
shopping anyone?
*gleams AGAIN.
rahhhh
10:33 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
stinky ducky.
i needta shop.i need funds.
anyone?
retail therapy works u know.
i need more silly grins.
ppl shld 'fill' up their clothes.
pretty things shld b cheap.
shopping centres more then 3 storeys high shld hav moving stairs.
wheres my bunch of moolah.
econs shld b easy.
i shld b sassy.
love shld b simple.
frens shld stay for foreva.
hearts r cliched.
i fall for cliched stuff now n then.
danny shld juz come home.
monster shld hav kids.
i shld b a grandmama.
roar.
cnat juz stop slacking.
kill me please.
whines.
so dun go ard pissing me off.
thank u.
shopping delights me.
aint that so typical.
men, not only women are victims in today's world.
aint it so.
it shld b so.
sings out loud.
feels mad.
types nonsence.
realises nonsence can b fun.
mayb thats how hardy started writing.
oops.
did i juz insult sumone.
i think i need a haircut.
cliches cliches cliches.
so sweet once in a while though.
heels.
i shld attempt at live in em.
jackets r cosy.
lovely lovely juz bathed scents r delightful.
i like jnj shampoo.
sweet sweet scents.
chocs wld b lovely.
the kind with fresh strawberries.
i shld stop craving.
the world shld stop spinning.
its giving me a headache.
its all about me isnt it.
i think i need reflective pauses sprinkled here n there to sound intellectual.
but then again.
whos gonna belive me-
i paused.
i need nice scents ta keep my mind away from the stinky world im in.
lean closer if u smell good.
thank u.
flowers dun last.
diamonds r a girl's best fren.
jumps out behind a pillar.
the hills r alive with the sound of music.
handphones r owned by humans for a reason.
complaning sounds so singaporean.
i swear im korean.
my crown is before me.
u believe me dun you.
im not mad i swear.
where does the madness cum when theres no stress.
where does the stress cum with no motivation.
where does the motivation come with no inspire-rators.
yes i make my own words.
cant i.
i swear hardy did that too.
isnt it amazing how looks seem ta b everything sumtimes.
yet. it takes so lil ta turn a person off.
turned off.
switched on-
sounds weird.
did u notice the pause.
amazement.
claps.
kisses.
hugs.
no. only i can kiss u. so dun touch my face.
nanny nanny poo poo.
u r the tallest juz like im the prettiest.
flatness.
laughs.
rahhhh
9:58 PM
where'd u go
where'd u go.
i miss u so.
seems like its been foreva.
since u've been gone.
please come back home.
rahhhh
9:36 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
喜欢和爱
当你站在你爱的人面前,
你的心跳会加速;
当你与你爱的人四目交投,
你会害羞;
但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,
你只感到开心;
但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,
你只会微笑.
当你与你爱的人对话,
你觉得难以启齿;
当你爱的人哭,
你会陪她一起哭;
但当你和你喜欢的人对话,
你可以畅所欲言;
但当你喜欢的人哭,
你会技巧的安慰她.
当你不想再爱一个人,
你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水;
当你不想再喜欢一个人,
你只要掩住双耳!
喜欢，是一种心情
爱，是一种感情
喜欢，是一种直觉
爱， 是一种感觉
喜欢，可以停止
爱， 没有休止
喜欢一个人，特别自然
爱一个人， 特别坦然
喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人， 有时候怕和他在一起
喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
爱一个人， 不停的为他付出
喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人， 希望可以随时找到他
喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
爱一个人， 总是为他而哭
喜欢，是执着
爱， 是值得
喜欢就是喜欢，很简单
爱就是爱， 很复杂
喜欢你，却不一定爱你
爱你， 就一定很喜欢你
其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
但，想要迈这一步
就看你
是喜欢迈这一步
还是爱迈这一步
from yun's blog. i like.
:) rahhhh
i need more self-confidence.
sumone pay for my counselling n plastic surgery?
haz.
jk..........
n its irritating how the same cycle repeats itself over n over again.
first i get pissed off then i feel guily like hell for being pissed off.
n then i wana do sth nice ta change it all ard.
rahness.
its happy ta know i know alot of secret lil stuff.
makes me wanna giggle ta myself(like an insane ass) n force ta person ta bribe me with a lifetime supply of free strawberry coated choc. yay yay yay.
eekness.
chinese test tmrw.
which reminds me of the feat i did! u know wad i did yest. i slept for 14 hours!!!! 14!!!!
heres how it went.
went for a 'nap' at 4.30 pm woke the next morn at 6.15 AM. wow.
wow right!
HAHAHAHAH.
i shld b less proud of such sleepy behaviour.
hols cumin!!!!
yayness!
i need good coffee n a good book.
N to catch up on my studies.
after being freaked out time n again. eva since the a lvl results came out.
i miss art days.
i miss excercising.
i miss being slim.
i miss being hyper-ishly-HAPPY.
i miss being the baby in ur eyes.
i miss not worrying for tests.
i miss danny.
i miss roxy.
i miss mocha.
i miss almond.
i miss curly-wurly.
i miss madness.
i miss shopping WITH money.
i miss having great books asand when i want.
i miss ahmah n miao-ey's nudging for me ta stay awake in lessons.
i miss em fussing over me.
i dun wanna stand up for myself time n again for everything.
i dun wanna keep guessing guessing guessing.
i dun wanna b the stressed easily irritable ass im.
i dun wanna i dun wanna i dun wanna.
whines.
grumbles.
complains.
i juz wanna b taken care of.
yes.
its impractical childish simplistic silly i know.
but can i please juz hav my wish?
argh!
im such a wimp.
haz.
i dun really put ta mind past grievances so ya. dun worry. im fine afetr i rant. n after i rant i feel guilty.
eh. at least i hav a conscience.
haz.
rants. rahhhh
DING YONG QUAN is irritating. eh but can u lend me ur bluetooth thingy. HOHO. please.
anyways i change the comments settings already. qi-tan. i know. likE finally. HAZ.
y do i hav the feeling i still will hav no comments LEFT. huh huh huh.
haz.
o wells.
looking forward ta sat shopping.
n gettin my pay before dat hopefully. thoguh the glimpse of hope is pretty dim.
o wells. we can go out another time after i hav gotten my pay! haha.
pile of homework at do n i haven started on anything yet.
kill me please.
--------- cut along the dotted line.
Ha.
ha.
ha.
okok.
..but dun look bac in anger i hear u say..
y doesnt anybody wanna donate to the make-beh-very-happy fund. u evil asses. rahnness.
friendster is good for checking up whos adding u. HOHO.
i know im a kaypo kia.
SORRYY.....................
:P
now u know y my blog add says PUFFY CHEEKS.
o when o when is my BABY fat going ta disappear.
when i was juz a lil gal.
i asked my mummy when i'd b slim.
wld i b pretty wld i b rich?
heres wad she said to me.
QUE berylberyl wad eva will b will b....
how wld i know when u will..
u will eva b slim.
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i think i amuse myself too much. rahhhh
当你站在你爱的人面前,
你的心跳会加速;
当你与你爱的人四目交投,
你会害羞;
但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,
你只感到开心;
但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,
你只会微笑.
当你与你爱的人对话,
你觉得难以启齿;
当你爱的人哭,
你会陪她一起哭;
但当你和你喜欢的人对话,
你可以畅所欲言;
但当你喜欢的人哭,
你会技巧的安慰她.
当你不想再爱一个人,
你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水;
当你不想再喜欢一个人,
你只要掩住双耳!
喜欢，是一种心情
爱，是一种感情
喜欢，是一种直觉
爱， 是一种感觉
喜欢，可以停止
爱， 没有休止
喜欢一个人，特别自然
爱一个人， 特别坦然
喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人， 有时候怕和他在一起
喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
爱一个人， 不停的为他付出
喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人， 希望可以随时找到他
喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
爱一个人， 总是为他而哭
喜欢，是执着
爱， 是值得
喜欢就是喜欢，很简单
爱就是爱， 很复杂
喜欢你，却不一定爱你
爱你， 就一定很喜欢你
其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
但，想要迈这一步
就看你
是喜欢迈这一步
还是爱迈这一步
from yun's blog. i like.
:)
rahhhh
12:13 AM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i miss i miss i misssss
its frustrating how sumtimes u feel o-so-neglected and ousted when actually u know u r not.i need more self-confidence.
sumone pay for my counselling n plastic surgery?
haz.
jk..........
n its irritating how the same cycle repeats itself over n over again.
first i get pissed off then i feel guily like hell for being pissed off.
n then i wana do sth nice ta change it all ard.
rahness.
its happy ta know i know alot of secret lil stuff.
makes me wanna giggle ta myself(like an insane ass) n force ta person ta bribe me with a lifetime supply of free strawberry coated choc. yay yay yay.
eekness.
chinese test tmrw.
which reminds me of the feat i did! u know wad i did yest. i slept for 14 hours!!!! 14!!!!
heres how it went.
went for a 'nap' at 4.30 pm woke the next morn at 6.15 AM. wow.
wow right!
HAHAHAHAH.
i shld b less proud of such sleepy behaviour.
hols cumin!!!!
yayness!
i need good coffee n a good book.
N to catch up on my studies.
after being freaked out time n again. eva since the a lvl results came out.
i miss art days.
i miss excercising.
i miss being slim.
i miss being hyper-ishly-HAPPY.
i miss being the baby in ur eyes.
i miss not worrying for tests.
i miss danny.
i miss roxy.
i miss mocha.
i miss almond.
i miss curly-wurly.
i miss madness.
i miss shopping WITH money.
i miss having great books asand when i want.
i miss ahmah n miao-ey's nudging for me ta stay awake in lessons.
i miss em fussing over me.
i dun wanna stand up for myself time n again for everything.
i dun wanna keep guessing guessing guessing.
i dun wanna b the stressed easily irritable ass im.
i dun wanna i dun wanna i dun wanna.
whines.
grumbles.
complains.
i juz wanna b taken care of.
yes.
its impractical childish simplistic silly i know.
but can i please juz hav my wish?
argh!
im such a wimp.
haz.
i dun really put ta mind past grievances so ya. dun worry. im fine afetr i rant. n after i rant i feel guilty.
eh. at least i hav a conscience.
haz.
rants.
rahhhh
11:40 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
que bera bera
ugly fugly hair.DING YONG QUAN is irritating. eh but can u lend me ur bluetooth thingy. HOHO. please.
anyways i change the comments settings already. qi-tan. i know. likE finally. HAZ.
y do i hav the feeling i still will hav no comments LEFT. huh huh huh.
haz.
o wells.
looking forward ta sat shopping.
n gettin my pay before dat hopefully. thoguh the glimpse of hope is pretty dim.
o wells. we can go out another time after i hav gotten my pay! haha.
pile of homework at do n i haven started on anything yet.
kill me please.
--------- cut along the dotted line.
Ha.
ha.
ha.
okok.
..but dun look bac in anger i hear u say..
y doesnt anybody wanna donate to the make-beh-very-happy fund. u evil asses. rahnness.
friendster is good for checking up whos adding u. HOHO.
i know im a kaypo kia.
SORRYY.....................
:P
now u know y my blog add says PUFFY CHEEKS.
o when o when is my BABY fat going ta disappear.
when i was juz a lil gal.
i asked my mummy when i'd b slim.
wld i b pretty wld i b rich?
heres wad she said to me.
QUE berylberyl wad eva will b will b....
how wld i know when u will..
u will eva b slim.
HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i think i amuse myself too much.
rahhhh
9:19 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
i could ogle at the Dior Gaucho bag the whole day.
yay.
n the necklace as well.
rahness.
ogles ogles ogles.
prays real hard it starts raining money.
i got my big red bin ready already.
tries ta delude myself that im sum rich ass spoilt brat living in a palace.
turns ard ta see the block of flats outside the window.
rahnesssssss once more.
once more im appealing to everyone ta donate generously to da make-beh-very-happy fund. in return for a beh-wont-b-violent-to-you certificate which is valid for okokok one month! GOOD ENOUGH rite. rahhhh
rahhhh
grumbles.
wwhines.
complains.
anyways.
career fair made me realise i need moolah. lotsa lotsa money.
o wells.
may my rich godfather/ long-lost relative pops up soon. at least by the end of this year.
haz.
i wanna go shopping!
saw lotsa stuff i wanna get.
when m i gettin my pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when when when.
shopping shopping shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!
rahness.
n there i go wasting money again.
i love weird talks with funny ppl.
lightens up my day.
juz dun step on my toes when im in a bad mood. especially in the morn. sorry qi for the chain of f words. haz. i swear i will try not ta b vulgar anymore. especially when im in a bad mood.
i need a study date. rahhhhhh.
是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望就全都给抛弃。 rahhhh
yay.
n the necklace as well.
rahness.
ogles ogles ogles.
prays real hard it starts raining money.
i got my big red bin ready already.
tries ta delude myself that im sum rich ass spoilt brat living in a palace.
turns ard ta see the block of flats outside the window.
rahnesssssss once more.
once more im appealing to everyone ta donate generously to da make-beh-very-happy fund. in return for a beh-wont-b-violent-to-you certificate which is valid for okokok one month! GOOD ENOUGH rite.
rahhhh
2:24 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
DIOR.
I WANT I WANT I WANT.
and rahness i KNOW i cant afford it at my age. no im not a brand seeker. juz that. it looks nice!!!!! dun u think!!!!!!!!!!! monay monay monay.
y wasnt i born with a silver spoon in my mouth. or for the hong lou meng case. a jade in my mouth. haz. o wells o wells o wells.
i like i like i like!
okok.
can i please hav it.
like please.
money dropping from the sky or sth.
haz.
rahness.
cant wait for next sat!
goin out with queen radec.
n we r gonna shop shop shop!
n the sakae buffet!
haz.
yayness.
shopping list:
tadah........................
~anna sui eyelash curler
~fittin pair of jeans
~heels
~slippers
~nice nice handbag
~cap
~tops tops n more tops
anyone wans ta donate to the make-beh-very-happy fund????
please????
HOHO.
I promise u wil get a certificate of beh-wont-b-violent-to-you for a day.
拥有过是不是该满足。
rahhhh
10:21 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
careers careers careers......
hospitality. mass comm. or language studies.grumbles.
wwhines.
complains.
anyways.
career fair made me realise i need moolah. lotsa lotsa money.
o wells.
may my rich godfather/ long-lost relative pops up soon. at least by the end of this year.
haz.
i wanna go shopping!
saw lotsa stuff i wanna get.
when m i gettin my pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when when when.
shopping shopping shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!
rahness.
n there i go wasting money again.
i love weird talks with funny ppl.
lightens up my day.
juz dun step on my toes when im in a bad mood. especially in the morn. sorry qi for the chain of f words. haz. i swear i will try not ta b vulgar anymore. especially when im in a bad mood.
i need a study date. rahhhhhh.
是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望就全都给抛弃。
